Internal reconsideration of the fan concept.

Well, you kinda convinced me. I just need to find a brand new look for the site and I guess that’d be my blog’s comeback, haha.
So many things are going on my life. I feel like I have million of things to do, but suddenly I feel like I don’t anymore. Both online and offline. I am very strange lately. Sometimes I feel I should give up all my listings and keep my dearest ones, but I suddenly realize I am thinking something stupid and slap myself for thinking about that! Not literally, of course. I sometimes feel I should start applying for everything, as I used to do when I started building fanlistings (well, not everything, just things I like a lot, but I am not that big fan), but then I realize I would give them up when I figure I am not that big fan. How redundant sounds that.
I revamped Brandon-Flowers.org, to make it look like a real fansite. I want it to be “a real fansite”. I joined a The Killers board today, but I am not sure if I’ll be posting there, sometimes, big fans of a subject scares me. Not that they are bad, the opposite! But I find myself very shy sometimes. I feel rejected even before entering to those communities. I’d rather be a quiet fan, if you get what I mean.
I have so many things to say, I’ll eventually post them here. Not today, sorry!

By the way, I did a links clean-up. I deleted all the sites that were on hiatus/closed. That doesn’t mean I don’t love you guys anymore! Please don’t think that. That’s mostly a list for myself to the sites to comment in, it’d be pretty useless if half of the sites were not there. Probably you moved, then just let me know and I’ll readd you! I made a note of all these I want to have on my list, but were removed. Just give me a pokey and I’ll add you again. I am really sorry, I feel terrible by doing this. :(
By the way, if you’d like me to add you there let me know, too! The list looks so empty! Make sure I know you, of course.

7 Responses

Michi said on June 20th, 2007 at 12:59 am (link)

YAAAY! I can’t wait for you to find that theme and get this site going! *dances*

Awww…*huggles* I actually only apply now if the subject means a lot but even if I’m a fan but not really a big fan, I no longer apply unlike what I used to do before.

Oh, I’m getting errors with the Brandon site. I guess you haven’t fixed your paths for the skins. Can’t wait to see what you’ve done to it, my dear! And I feel the same way about boards. I’m really very shy when it comes to message boards. I guess that’s why I only lurk at most except for TFL. But yeah, it’s hard for me to mingle especially when the boards is all about a particular subject like a fansite’s board or something.

Aww…I feel very honored to be in your lovely list. *snuggles Miss Honey*


Zoe said on June 20th, 2007 at 4:11 am (link)

Hiya Honey! Nice that you start writing here again! I like reading what you write! Love ya!


Hanna said on June 28th, 2007 at 4:46 pm (link)

ooh, you are posting again! Yay! :D I get those periods too when I feel kind of schizo and don’t know what I want to do… :P

As Michi also said, I get errors when I check the Brandon Flowers website. Really want to see the new look! Hehe..


Honey said on June 28th, 2007 at 4:54 pm (link)

Hey thanks ladies! I don’t know what’s wrong with the Brandon site! Now I check it really looks bad, but it was working when I still have internet at home! :(
Yes, I won’t be able to fix it until I can get the connection working at home. Damn it! Sorry!


Adi said on June 29th, 2007 at 9:05 am (link)

Hola Amiga :D


Kris said on June 29th, 2007 at 7:09 pm (link)

Take things one at a time. Don’t rush. =)


Letizia said on July 11th, 2007 at 12:08 pm (link)

honey! where have you been? please update! mi manchi MOLTO MOLTO! =(


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