I am back… and destroyed

Love hurts, you know? More when you waste opportunities. I don’t want to talk about him and/or what happened anymore. But here is a song that describes pretty accurately how I feel. Guess if you want, don’t if you do not want. Just don’t ask me what happened, or I’ll feel worse. I also lost a friend. Guess why. She made me lose that guy. Sad. I just want to cry. Click on more to read the song.

It’s funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I’m standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don’t really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I’m not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I’m only left with used-to-be’s
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don’t come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can’t believe that
I could be so blind
It’s like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn’t mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

When There Was Me and You - High School Musical Soundtrack

21 Responses

Manda said on October 28th, 2006 at 1:39 pm (link)

Oh my gosh, Honey :( This is horrible!! What bitches, honestly. When I moved away from Australia and had to leave my boy behind, my friend started cozying up to him and tried to get him to go out with her. He says he didn’t, but she says he went along with it, and I just don’t know anymore. Girls are whores sometime.

POP onto MSN anytime if you want to talk :)


Mariana said on October 28th, 2006 at 10:58 pm (link)

Uhm, High School Musical, I never liked the songs but well..
I can imagine how you feel. Never been through the same situation :/
Don’t worry, you’ll be okay. Whatever happened showed you that neither of them are worth it. Just move one and you’ll be just fine :)
Remember that you always have people who will be there for you. Not just where you live but also here on the web ;D


Lisa said on October 29th, 2006 at 8:37 am (link)

I.. I don’t know what to say, really. I know exactly how you feel so I just say if you need someone to talk, you know where to find me :) *giant huggles*


Kya said on October 29th, 2006 at 11:27 am (link)

I am so very sorry sweetie. *hugs tightly* I hope you feel better soon. If you ever want to talk, I am here, MSN or email, whatever you like. :) Sometimes it can help, to have a laugh or just get the things out, whatever you like. *squish* Thinking of you!


Lore said on October 29th, 2006 at 5:04 pm (link)

Ayy Honey me da muchisima pena :(. Pero hay un refran que dice, lo que no te mata te hace mas fuerte :). Desde aqui te envio un abrazo bien bien fuerte ;), te merece algo muchisimo mejor para ti!!.


Alice said on October 30th, 2006 at 2:14 pm (link)

Oh Love! *hugs* I’m so sorry hun, girls can be so aweful, and love can be so painful :( If you ever want to chat or anything I’m here :)


Emma said on November 1st, 2006 at 7:31 am (link)

Aw…… thats so sad *sobs* Yeah, love is soo powerful…and painful… and its really bad when someone you are friends with is a backstabber :(


Jay said on November 1st, 2006 at 9:34 pm (link)

That hits close to home for most of us.

Love kills, yet we continue to do it everyday.

I hope everything happened and works out for the best :)


Elcee said on November 1st, 2006 at 11:04 pm (link)

Aww! That’s so sad. I’ve never been in that situation, but I hope you’ll cope well. I’ve never realized that this song was from the HSM, hmm. They actually have some deep lyrics. Interesting.


Kate said on November 3rd, 2006 at 11:01 am (link)

God do I know how you feel… This has happened to me at least 5 times.


Sophia said on November 3rd, 2006 at 1:31 pm (link)

Aw, darling, I’m so sorry you feel like that. I don’t really know the story, but it doesn’t sound very good.. I hope you feel better soon!


Corinne said on November 3rd, 2006 at 1:55 pm (link)

Sometimes your best friends can be your worst enemies.

Sorry that *whatever happened* happened. Just know that you are young, you will get over it, and meet 1294393 more guys, and gain 2942941 more friends.

Hope you feel better soon.


Tuyet said on November 3rd, 2006 at 10:17 pm (link)

I’ve very sorry.
There’s a song that fits what I feel.

I Think You’re Wonderful by This Providence.

Reality: you barely know me,
I want to know you,
I wanna sit beside you and talk about anything,
I wanna be with you,
Everyday with you.

But that, that won’t happen,
It probably won’t happen,
No way, no way.

The lyrics aren’t the best, but they are easily related to.

Thanks for the comment.


Sebastian said on November 4th, 2006 at 10:46 am (link)

Bien Dicen que lo que no te mata te hace mas fuerte. Asi que vele el lado positivo, ya sabras que “No hacer” la proxima ves :) Siempre buscale el lado positivo a todo :)


Noha said on November 5th, 2006 at 2:55 pm (link)

Oh my.. I know exactly how that feels like..

But dear, you still have time to fall in love again.. I know it seems awful now.. but I believe it happens.


Kim said on November 5th, 2006 at 3:30 pm (link)

I\’m so sorry Honey :(…I know how u feel, but they\’re not worrth thinking about…hope u feel better


*chanel. said on November 5th, 2006 at 10:02 pm (link)

Beautiful poem. Once you find the strength you can and will get over heartbreak. To the point where it wont even faze you once you think about it again.


nessie said on November 6th, 2006 at 8:38 pm (link)

i know exactly how you feel chica. IM in the the exact same situation you’re in and i dont even know the details.


Vief said on November 7th, 2006 at 4:51 pm (link)

:[ I can only say feel better soon. There’s not much one can do about this, just hope it will get better. Keep strong!


Charlotte said on November 7th, 2006 at 5:42 pm (link)

Love is one thing I am unfamiliar with, but your poem is beautiful.


Xyla said on November 8th, 2006 at 10:27 am (link)

Aww.. that’s sad. I hope you’ll get through it. IM having problems with love too. I know we can survive these obstacles! Aja!


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