What’s going on? Since we started school this week after our 2-weeks-break, everyone seems to either avoid or laugh at me. Or just don’t treat me as I want to believe I deserve because I did nothing at all. It is like if someone has been spreading stupid gossips just to harm me. Maybe I’m being paranoic, what’s more likely to be, but I can’t help thinking my classmates are acting differently towards myself. And some are being mean.

Fortunately, my closest friends are still as close as always and I don’t notice any attitude changed. Anyway, one of them says this sudden twist might be caused by my usual bad mood and some comments I could have said in a way and people who don’t really know me understood them wrong. I don’t think that’s it, but it could influence. Aghh, I don’t know. I am not mean towards them! I just can’t clear my mind, and I feel like I am losing some friends too. What might be a good omen, after all — I am finally understanding who is worthy for myself to have beside me and who is not.