Archive for June, 2007

Internal reconsideration of the fan concept.

Tuesday, June 19th, 2007

Well, you kinda convinced me. I just need to find a brand new look for the site and I guess that’d be my blog’s comeback, haha.
So many things are going on my life. I feel like I have million of things to do, but suddenly I feel like I don’t anymore. Both online and offline. I am very strange lately. Sometimes I feel I should give up all my listings and keep my dearest ones, but I suddenly realize I am thinking something stupid and slap myself for thinking about that! Not literally, of course. I sometimes feel I should start applying for everything, as I used to do when I started building fanlistings (well, not everything, just things I like a lot, but I am not that big fan), but then I realize I would give them up when I figure I am not that big fan. How redundant sounds that.
I revamped Brandon-Flowers.org, to make it look like a real fansite. I want it to be “a real fansite”. I joined a The Killers board today, but I am not sure if I’ll be posting there, sometimes, big fans of a subject scares me. Not that they are bad, the opposite! But I find myself very shy sometimes. I feel rejected even before entering to those communities. I’d rather be a quiet fan, if you get what I mean.
I have so many things to say, I’ll eventually post them here. Not today, sorry!

By the way, I did a links clean-up. I deleted all the sites that were on hiatus/closed. That doesn’t mean I don’t love you guys anymore! Please don’t think that. That’s mostly a list for myself to the sites to comment in, it’d be pretty useless if half of the sites were not there. Probably you moved, then just let me know and I’ll readd you! I made a note of all these I want to have on my list, but were removed. Just give me a pokey and I’ll add you again. I am really sorry, I feel terrible by doing this. :(
By the way, if you’d like me to add you there let me know, too! The list looks so empty! Make sure I know you, of course.

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