Archive for October, 2006

But I just want to clear my mind…!

Sunday, October 15th, 2006

I don’t know what to think. I am very confused right now. Remember this guy I was talking the past posts? Well, we snogged again, on Tuesday, but it wasn’t as good as I wanted it to be. The situation, I mean. He didn’t even talk to me. I tried to say something, just to create a climax of confidence, I don’t know if I make sense. So I say something stupid about a pencil I had lended to him, he just laughed and took me from my hips and kissed me. I was like… ‘Uh? You could have answered!’, but I let that go. At the end, I said ‘Bye’ and he didn’t even answered. He might have not heard me, but anyway.. It hurted a little bit, you know.

I am also quite upset about another thing that happened. I had a row with my best friends, Samantha and Micaela because I ‘defended’ another girl. Stupid, I know, but I also know I was right. They stopped talking to me. It was on Wednesday. So now I am with other friends I have, that are way too much cooler than the other two girls and I feel more comfortable with. They’re more like me. And I don’t feel like coming back with the other girls. I am not gonna make the first step (that would be talk again), because I feel so much better now. Anyway, we were not going to be together the next year, because of school. I am still quite confused, however. So I try to avoid it for now.

I am also pretty anxious right now. In one week (yes, one week!) we’re having our school trip (I’d call it journey). We’re going to Mendoza, that’s in the other side of the country for a week, with almost all my classmates! This guy is inlcluded. I just hope something happen.

Talking about fanlistings (whoa! I haven’t talked about fanlistings for a long time here! Guys, guys, guys :P ).. I have been approved for MTV, the most sensational TV Channel ever! Haha! I love MTV. I have already finished it, I just need some codes, and I am too lazy! I have also been approved for Troy Bolton, from High School Musical! Wishlister! (wait, I don’t have a wishlist, looool!) I have already made the main graphic, and I think I am gonna make a different skin for each song Troy sings in the movie (the one I made is from the first one - Start of Something New). I am really happy with the one I made.

I am looking for some musical reccomendations, I want to expand my musical taste. I am stuck in Black Eyed Peas, Panic! At the Disco, U2, High School Musical, Franz Ferdinand, Sean Paul, Shakira and some others. I am quite sick of listening always the same. So if you could give me some musical advices, I’d really appreciate it! Artist and Album name, please ;) Thanks!

I think I said everything for now. I’ll try to post before my journey if I have time, if not, wish me luck!

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